Why Sunday night feels heavier than Monday morning

It's Sunday, nine in the evening. Nothing needs doing, and it's the heaviest hour of your week.

Monday morning, you're in it: things to do, people talking, your body follows. Sunday at nine, there's nothing, and that's worse. I find that hour unfair. So you pick up the phone, it fills exactly the gap that just opened. Except a phone on a Sunday night shows you people who had a better weekend than you, or look like they did. You went in to stop taking stock of your own, and you land on everyone else's.

What tightens isn't the week coming. It's what the week says about the one ending. It's the only hour when you have neither work to distract you nor the weekend ahead to hope for. All that's left is the reckoning, and it arrives on its own. Sunday makes nothing. It uncovers. If it tightens every Sunday, it isn't Sunday.

Sunday makes nothing. It uncovers.

I was wondering…

Who are you on a Sunday evening, when nobody needs anything from you and there's nothing to show for the day?